What the hell was I thinking.. -shakes head- He basically just fucked with my head again. Saying he wanted me but saying that he still wants to be with his girlfriend. I went along with it for about 30mins not even and then was like... What the fuck. Messaged him and said I'm not doing this, I'm too good for this.. I'm too good for you. And he was like Fine whatever, good luck. So I was like, wow.. See's how much he really gave a shit. I was just some "backup plan" .. Yeh well.. I'm not. Im better than that shit. I didn't even get an apology from him for that. So I wanted to see what would happen if I said to him 'I wonder what your girlfriend would say if she knew what you were doing?" He BEGGED me not to say anything and said sorry a shit load of times.. Thats funny though.. All of a sudden I get a million apologies and not one before I meantioned telling his girlfriend. But you know what. I don't get to piss people off as much as I would love to sometimes. So I told him too late and sent her a message.
Asshole.

Hmm so today, I spent more time trying to fix my journal up and got annoyed with it and just used some premade one. Went swimming at like 3ish. Was planning on going to the city to go to some Vampire roleplay thing but don't have a ride home and didn't want to spend the night at Erika's cause well, her house is super hot and theres no fan for me. So I'd rather not. Anyway, started to not feel well after I ate like 3 cookies. I was feeling fine all day and then I eat stupid ass cookies and feel like hell. -shakes fist-

God, I have no life, I've been trying to get a job the last few weeks and nothing. People saying they'll call back forsure and then not doing it. Or say if I call they go and say that they aren't looking for anyone. -bangs head on desk- I'm right annoyed. I am always thinking of texting Lindsay and saying that yeh I was pissed at you for being a cunt and ditching me how many times??? But I see she's deleted me from Facebook so I'm not even going to bother. People don't understand that a "Sorry" goes a long way sometimes. Pointless.
Bestfriend is not with that silly girl from Edmonton now and is currently living out of his car and won't come home. I don't blame him but I mean, living out of your car? Ugh.

Arg, I am super friggin' bored. There is nothing that is amusing to me or distracts me from my stomach now. :( Drives me nuts. I watched a movie, played a game of scabble online, talked to like 4 poeple at the same time... after hearing msn going "ding a ling" i couldnt handle it! Haha.
Soooo yeh, I bought some new gauges online. $20 for 2 pairs, i thought that was pretty good :D Well, roughly $20. Finished making the shirts for my friends little boy. Theyre super cute. If I wasn't so lady atm I'd upload them but my stomach is so sick as usual. :(

So bored.. nothing to do online, facebook games are boring meeeee. ARG and this download for this game Runes of Magic is on it's 3rd day of downloading. I have highspeed and its been 3 days! what the hell.. lol.. it should be done ... maybe tomorrow afternoon.

the "freaks" from Freaks and Geeks, they make me love Classic Rock more than I already do :D Haha

OHHH. New layout! ^.^ I likes. Kinda.. haha.. ugh.. 1:30 and I'm still awake because of my damn stomach. -shakes fist-

So I've kinda moved over to Blogger. Nobody reads it.. But I like mah layout better. LOL, man.. Maybe I should just update this layout and I"ll be satisfied.

amandaphalactic.blogspot.com/

Ugh, why does KFC taste so good, but kills my stomach. I do beleive I need a POSITIVE MENTAL ATTITUDE. Starting with eating properly and doing whatever it takes to make me happy and healthy etc.

So I might be finished school sooner than I thought. I've been told that I may just have to do this silly English College course and that could be it for me. :D Thats good freckin' news.

I still have my cold. SOOOO STUFFED